Is my mind messing with me…
Is my mind messing with me?
Am I living to dream or dreaming to live?
So much conflict and controversy
Changing like the waves, moving like the wind
Time keeps going, and the earth keeps changing,
but society stays the same
Always asking the same question,
what’s best for me?
Opinions, instagram likes, worthless metals, medals,
different clothing materials and make up minerals
no longer validate me.
No longer define me
because you didn’t make me
So why am I so angry?
because I see the same lies persecute, penetrate & prosecute
people just like me
Begging to be free,
to inhale without your chest collapsing,
to drive without feeling all the pressures & fears of your life
To wake up from the nightmare
that fear is constantly giving
Who made these paths, roads & highways full of doubt,
that all end in a dead end anyway?
Am I dreaming to live or living to dream?
It’s me, Courtney D