I thought I lost something in my persona this past Friday. A few times throughout the day I would hear myself, “oh I would like to _____ or that would be nice to ______.” After saying/thinking these phrases a couple of times, I thought oh my gosh, where’s my will, drive, and initiative? Where’s my go get it attitude? What’s happening to me?
“Your bank account will never amount to your abilities and resources.”
So if you’ve never been pregnant (and you happen to be me) the only concerns you may have when becoming pregnant are: morning sickness, stretch marks, that you shouldn’t ride a bike or surf or other fun activities like that, weight gain, and the fact that at some point the baby has to exit through there. I didn’t “know” there were other concerns. There’s actually a lot that can happen to you. And the internet and friend/foe pregnancy books depending on interpretation/application of the information can be to your mental benefit or detriment. Lol!
But oh buddy, something happened to my lower left back . . . and with perfect timing . . . before the plane ride back to California.
Doesn’t everyone. But just because everyone can pass gas at dinner, doesn’t mean anyone should. Yes, I know it’s natural, complaining, gas is too, but everything natural isn’t good/necessary. We live in an apartment, so we walk our dog 2-3 times a day. And good dogs pee and poop on the grass, magical ones use the toilet.
There’s a gap between where I am and where I want to be. I think there’s a gap for most people…in their relationships, fitness goals, education, career, etc. For a week or so, I was actually feeling ho hum, blah, lack luster, ugh, ya know? And I couldn’t figure out what was wrong, or off. Was it something I was or wasn’t doing? It was both.