I thought I lost something in my persona this past Friday. A few times throughout the day I would hear myself, “oh I would like to _____ or that would be nice to ______.” After saying/thinking these phrases a couple of times, I thought oh my gosh, where’s my will, drive, and initiative? Where’s my go get it attitude? What’s happening to me?
When you think about your dreams or goals, what obstacles do you see? At what point do you think you’ll be stopped?
**The woman’s tattoo in says, “Army of Shadows”**
Puppies have the cutest floppy ears, an always licking everything pink tongue, soft whines, clumsy feet, they’re adorable, sweet, loving, and oh yeah, they poop.
And last week, I went to a film festival . . .
It’s 4am, and I am scared. I woke up because I heard something…
How do you deal with pain or disappointment? This is important. I don’t remember at school or at home anyone really sitting down and telling me, things in life will hurt, this is how you deal? I was told that I’m strong, that I’ll be alright, and I’ll have another chance.
Maybe that’s why playing sports or board games when we’re children is so important, there’s winning, losing, teamwork, communication, work ethic, progression, etc. But even in playing these games there are still ungraceful winners and sore losers. There’s pain and disappointment, because there’s hope and care. So how do you deal?
Something exciting happened 2 weeks ago, that I wasn’t even expecting. A short film, “Murphy’s Law,” I worked on, as well as, a webisode series, “The Process,” were screened at the Holly Shorts festival! Two films at one festival! Excited!
And to top it off this past Saturday, we went to a screening for another short film, “Raspberry Cream,” that I worked on last October.
Is my mind messing with me?
Am I living to dream or dreaming to live?
So much conflict and controversy
Changing like the waves, moving like the wind
Time keeps going, and the earth keeps changing,
but society stays the same
Always asking the same question,