For a long time I had been feeling frustrated and unfulfilled artistically, mainly because I’m not as successful as I want to be yet. And if I’m honest, I was allowing my emotions of frustration to surpass and trip up my efforts for progression. It’s hard to be at odds within yourself and expect momentum to happen. It doesn’t.
Definition of regret
2: to be very sorry for
- regrets his mistakes
- capable of bending easily without breaking
- able to be easily modified to respond to altered circumstances or conditions
- (of a person) ready and able to change so as to adapt to different circumstances
I woke up with a plan, I got to work, sat down and started working that plan, and then an interruption. A last minute audition at 1:00pm. Change in plans. I run home, get dressed, make up, etc., go to the audition, wait an hour to be seen, audition. On my way back to work, I get a phone call, another last minute audition. I stop at my first job to change clothes, eat lunch, and on my way to the second audition.
Now, I should be ecstatic!